3 yrs on

today's kinda like the third anniversary.. of me bein single again..
i feel that, it was one of the decisions in life you make that you hope wouldn't haunt you for the rest of your life..

its only three years.. and u still haunt me..

i would say that i am over you..but i guess i could never forgive myself for the things that i did..
perhaps.. this is why everytime my bday draws nearer.. im reminded of that terrible period of my life..

fallin sick.. the As were like 2weeks away only..
and i guess.. my results were not a true reflection of the grades i was capable of achievin..

turnin 18 was a terrible phase of my life..
lets hope turnin 21 wouldn't be half as bad..

cheryl yu..im sorry..